so i have been having lots of struggles in life i guess i can share a bit. in late 2019 i attempted to kill my self,i had deep depression at the time and in 2020 i lost my dog bear who meant the world to me. and my grandmother had cancer in 2020 and my aunt passed away from cancer as well and i fell down a hole of depression and helplessly pleaded for mercy for the next year. and finally in 2021 so far my uncle passed away a couple days ago and my great grandfather has been in and out of the hospital. i have too much stress and with sim dream and mike battling to the death the drama is too much so bye for now