Despite my former success as livery designer, I messed up on the other hand. I just got carried away too much, wanting to do and be way more than I could handle...ending up disappointing people and letting some people down, people who supported me, simracers who believed in me...I am truly sorry for that.
I had so much anger in me, for various reasons, I reflected that at some of the
RD board too, for which too I want to apologise, especially
@Bram Hengeveld .
He actually helped me more than he realises, being the first to confront me.
I bailed on sim racing, on everyone actually. This last month, after a long period of coming to senses, confronting myself with myself, I have been picking up on AC again, started some livery designing again, allowing the love for the sim racing game back in again. Also I finally managed my private family life to be as perfect as it can be the last few months. We (my wife and I) worked hard on our relationship and it payed off.
So for me, the highlight of 2017 is not a livery design, not a sim race feature, but the highlight is today, 31/12/2017, to recognize one can have a good family life and enjoy the world of sim racing in a balanced, proper and loving kind of way with no anger issues, frustration or shouting at anyone or anything that isn't going my way.
Last I want to thank
@kunos , for their impeccable work, endless patience and professional simulation Assetto Corsa. Despite a divided, overly critical community sometimes, including me, they managed to deliver a pro simulation to the masses not only for pc gamers, but for the whole gaming community. An act of the greater man, to let as much people enjoy sim racing as they can.
Thanks for everything
formerly known as Sunny Sky Speed,
GT.