Believe it or not, but in my eyes you have done nothing wrong. on track you followed your natural racing line as I would predict (I just didn't think of that it could be very different than mine).
In a way you did PrestoGP a service, as you and I experienced what can happen if two drivers with different racing lines meet. Having incidents of that type before the real event is a gift, it allows us to identify and possibly correct spesific problem areas with the track. That is what the drivers meeting thread is for.
My anger and demotivated feeling comes from:
When I can tell from the various posts that they are
defending you, that means they are already on a personal level, which is forbidden (but nobody are able to live up to this) and is irrelevant when disecting a situation. Further more, when they bring in the personal aspect it looks like
I am an arrogant idiot who always have to find out what others did wrong when I make a mistake, when I in fact are fulfilling my duties as a driver dilligently through trying to disect an incident to learn from it.
For me, who always try to look in the mirror both 2 and 3 times before pointing any fingers, it is terrible when my 100% technical focus and 0% personal focus is misunderstood by many or all to be me blaming others for my mistakes.
If you can apprechiate what I am trying to say here, that I feel everybody misunderstand my drive and motivation, and the enormous frustration that comes from it, you also understand that I am having great troubble finding the calm I need to join the race tonight.
As always, i do not blame anyone for ill intentions, it just turned out really bad for me.